Remember like months ago I considered my self to have an IPad2 so that it'll be easier for me to blog. Well,I'm pretty excited to tell y'all that I have it now!;))..its awesome tho,unless the fact that I can't actually upload any Picts here :(( I'm tryin to find out how anyway soon latter..no worries!
SO this is my first time using this white thingy,I just got back from movies with my brother A,we watched X-men The First and hey it's an awesome movie! I've to be honest,I didn't expect that much,but it turned out to be so cool!it's definitely a recommended one! :D
Oh anyway enough about today! I'm gonna talk about yesterday,I had so much fun hanging out with my boyfie, we literally spent more less 10 hours together :) we watched the raised of the planet of the apes and just spent time playing round and talked,we were having a good time!
He's working whole day today and 2mrow,that's why we didn't spend this weekend together, ;( too bad cus it's my holiday nooowww! But well,...it's fine cus I'm having chillax day anyway and plus the idea of this new toy came up in the purrrfect time!Yay!
Aright what else hmm, 2mrow I'll be off for Archery and I'm pretty excitedddd! It will be my first time to do this thing so I'm kinda worried haha but I think everything's gonna be fine :D I hope so!
I think I'm heading bed in any minutes,I'll catch up with you guys soon kay?
Adios!less gen Bonne nuit :)
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It's been a while, haha, i know. im sorry for being too busy.. well, stories to tell, its been a good life i'm living. there are couple of surprises to reveal. one of them is....aww how to spill it!! okay chillax S *take a deep breath* Well,you might have read my last post ,about me seeing someone. Haha now you know where the story goes, and yes,we're dating now :) It seems surreal, even until a while after :P i'll tell you the whole story latter,cus i dont have much time to do it right now,i'm in the middle of doing my final research book and you know what's that mean. I think i've written a lot about how tortured i am during every last days of semester (final exams and presentations). Hmm second thing, we (me and my friends,and plus my err..boyfriend? lol so weird) just got back from an Island couple weeks ago, it was a freaking FUN trip IF ONLY THEY GOT AN ELECTRICITY! Yeah, guess what,the electricity was freaking off man so we spent our night with no aircon and no lamps! it was so dark and hot =/, *sigh* but at least the beach was awesome,and also the view, amazing and pretty! we also did Snorkelling ,it was so pretty down there! Good times.
Hmm what else....well there's more to tell actually but im kinda running out of time now,my bro need to borrow this laptop to chat with his long distance girlfriend -_____-' , oh kids! so let me talk to you again real soon! Update me stuffs blogmates!
p.s gonna upload picts soon!
Hmm what else....well there's more to tell actually but im kinda running out of time now,my bro need to borrow this laptop to chat with his long distance girlfriend -_____-' , oh kids! so let me talk to you again real soon! Update me stuffs blogmates!
p.s gonna upload picts soon!
21082011
i used to think that being in a relationship is a hell of a nonsense. I still think it is. I mean, status? is it that important? I see lots of on-off couples around, and i don't even think i wanna be one of those ,you know. I was one of them back in highschool, when a little fight took control emotion and ended up saying "lets break up,i cant stand this anymore" and then couple days latter,we back on track again. Phew. I mean ???.
Now I dont think its suit my age to act like that,you know,I prefer to get attached (if its even possible) to my crush and then just live it the way we wanted. Its not that i don't want to be in a relationship at all, maybe i will want it oneday,if i ever find someone who could makes me feel ready enough to carry the label and probably someone who'll never stop tryin to make me feel special cus i love being special to someone,but till then, i'll focus on my self and my bounce of activities.
So,what's up now? Well,i'm seeing someone and i feel pretty comfortable..Thats all i can say,no future hold figured yet.
Now I dont think its suit my age to act like that,you know,I prefer to get attached (if its even possible) to my crush and then just live it the way we wanted. Its not that i don't want to be in a relationship at all, maybe i will want it oneday,if i ever find someone who could makes me feel ready enough to carry the label and probably someone who'll never stop tryin to make me feel special cus i love being special to someone,but till then, i'll focus on my self and my bounce of activities.
So,what's up now? Well,i'm seeing someone and i feel pretty comfortable..Thats all i can say,no future hold figured yet.
acaso
Last night i had a dream about jealousy..and it got me thinking,why do people get jealous?
i'm lucky i dont get jealous easily,cus all i know,jealousy doesn't feel good at all. isnt it?
other thing,i skipped class today cus of my own stupidity that i don't want to mention, too embarrassing,
so now i'm thinking to go to wallstreet and just do the english class,plus today i have to finish my blog layout for my assignment, im lazy as shitttt.
what else hmmm
I FINALLY got a chance to learn adobe flash yesterday,thanks to my friend,it was pretty interesting and i think i learn fast :p
After that we went to one of the mall in South,we never had been there before until yesterday,it was fine, typical of malls,nothing too fancy.
After enjoying some foods and an easy chat,we got bored and decided to get out of that mall and to go to a cafe in West.
After enjoying some foods and an easy chat,we got bored and decided to get out of that mall and to go to a cafe in West.
There was a funny moment when we were in the middle of the road and i desperately need to pee,so we stopped by at the other mall just to "borrowed" the restroom! LOL.and then we arrived at the Cafe an hour latter,blame it to the freaking traffic jam! :/
One fun thing about this place is that they provide us with a Board Games! We played couple of games and the rule is,if we lose,the winner will put a powder on our face,and i wasnt that lucky last night, i lose in almost most of the games -_-' so my face almost fully covered by powder :( !
One fun thing about this place is that they provide us with a Board Games! We played couple of games and the rule is,if we lose,the winner will put a powder on our face,and i wasnt that lucky last night, i lose in almost most of the games -_-' so my face almost fully covered by powder :( !
but it was fun tho, we had a good time! great Wednesday :D
Latest obsession :
- noshes :
A snack called Momogi. I cant seems to take enough of it. Oh,tummy :(
Something to do with sweet and sour, either its fish or chicken or even squid :9
Candy
- songs :
Ooh la - the kooks
I wanna go - britney spears
Never knew i needed - neyo
Yellow - coldplay
- others :
Politics ,i know im weird like that.
Flash Adobe
Shoes.
enough said...bye!
thirteen hours of you and i
Yesterday, i literally just spent 13hours straight hanging with my friend and it was an awesome time,there's no words to tell,im just happy. :)
i will try my best to write something.
so hey whazupp!i know its been a while since my last post! and my holiday is over :(
it was only two freaking weeks and wasn't enough at all!! i need moreeeeeeee rest timeeeeeeeeeeee.
okay so ive just checked im schedule for the next term yesterday and figured that im about to take four subject which means...craziness. i dont know am i ready or not but well...yeah. so im kinda excited and freak out at the same time. i just can't wait to finish this godamn uni.. i wanted o get out from this place so bad, where i've been studying for a year and half now (but feels like forever to me) and this is the worst choice ever.
other than that, im having a bit problem with the new coreo in my dance routine, its like so freaking fast that i
can't even follow,i miss alot of detail :s but i ain't givin up yet!!i'll work on ittttt. weeheeee!
hmm what else to say......................well,i have million things to write about like....arghhdahdaoibcvnsaisfa,but see, sometimes my laziness beat everything up. EVERYTHING. and it comes better of me.Like,whenever i get this idea about something that i want to write about, i am nowhere near my laptop, and im like "okay im gonna put this on my blog latter on" and after i reach home, i don't even have any courage to do it, i lose my urge, and i leave it somewhere inside my brain and say "i'll do it latter when i blog" , and yes, you know what happen next. Next couple days,after i found that "latter" day,i try to write and i remember almost nothing about what i meant to tell. !@#$%^&*!!
I know!I know! Thats just me and my bad bad bad habit, procrastinate things!
Ok,so i'll try my very best to avoid my laziness to just log in and say a word of two everytime i have something to write im gonna just do it right away. i won't promise tho,but i'll try my bestttt. i hope i won't screw up this one.
till i write again,
latter!
xoxoxo
random thing or twos :
it was only two freaking weeks and wasn't enough at all!! i need moreeeeeeee rest timeeeeeeeeeeee.
okay so ive just checked im schedule for the next term yesterday and figured that im about to take four subject which means...craziness. i dont know am i ready or not but well...yeah. so im kinda excited and freak out at the same time. i just can't wait to finish this godamn uni.. i wanted o get out from this place so bad, where i've been studying for a year and half now (but feels like forever to me) and this is the worst choice ever.
other than that, im having a bit problem with the new coreo in my dance routine, its like so freaking fast that i
can't even follow,i miss alot of detail :s but i ain't givin up yet!!i'll work on ittttt. weeheeee!
hmm what else to say......................well,i have million things to write about like....arghhdahdaoibcvnsaisfa,but see, sometimes my laziness beat everything up. EVERYTHING. and it comes better of me.Like,whenever i get this idea about something that i want to write about, i am nowhere near my laptop, and im like "okay im gonna put this on my blog latter on" and after i reach home, i don't even have any courage to do it, i lose my urge, and i leave it somewhere inside my brain and say "i'll do it latter when i blog" , and yes, you know what happen next. Next couple days,after i found that "latter" day,i try to write and i remember almost nothing about what i meant to tell. !@#$%^&*!!
I know!I know! Thats just me and my bad bad bad habit, procrastinate things!
Ok,so i'll try my very best to avoid my laziness to just log in and say a word of two everytime i have something to write im gonna just do it right away. i won't promise tho,but i'll try my bestttt. i hope i won't screw up this one.
till i write again,
latter!
xoxoxo
random thing or twos :
ciao!
updates.
the freaking final is finally done and now i'm (supposed to) enjoying my holiday in fact , i'm not. I got sick today,like seriously,this f-ing soar throat is kind of killing me, my body feel so weak right now,pretty lame shit. So its been whole day me staying on my bed, hmmm not really a whole day tho cus i spent couple of hours to work out, and seconds minutes after that i realised i made a mistake,i thought i'll get stronger after i work out but in fact i got the opposite. sigh.
anyway here's some of songs which has been stuck on my mind lately,
anyway here's some of songs which has been stuck on my mind lately,
like seriously, i dont know how many times i repeat this song just to do the rap. hahaha.
love it!
she stole Pon The Floor beat! but she killing it tho.
love the dance,as always,Bee.
just because i've been working with this song for my dance routine.
voice of an angel!!♥
if only they reduce a bit of the "oooooooh" part,that'd be cool.
i know it's so last year,but the lyric fits me now ;P
"baby please dont goooo,if i wake up tomorrow will you still be here?"
till then, thanks for reading!
p.s : just take a quick peek.
the "darn" final project .
random
i got alot in my mind lately,just some random thoughts,but the heavy ones.
♥ ,i've been thinking alot about my collage, its like im starting to questioning my self, whether this is all i wanna do for my life? i mean this major i'm taking right now, do i really like it? do i enjoy it? do i even know what im doing?will it be useful latter on? I mean,i used to love it and i put whole my passion in it, but the pressure is legit high that i start to re-think everything.
♥♥ , what am i gonna do next after i finish both of my study,i graduate,then..what? do ive find a job based on my collage,or continue my dad's company? cus if its not me then who else? my brother is still in high school for the next three years and then more years for collage. i am the eldest child,i think i'll be responsible for that. you know,they're not gonna be young forever.
♥♥ ♥ , people around me started to asking me when will i be in a relationship again..they seems to worry that im being too comfortable with my own self. which is...in their opinion, a bad thing. well,to be honest,i dont know. i mean, i go out and see some guys tho,but i feel like to be in a relationship is not a good idea for me for now,i mean,i have an amazing friends and my schedule is pretty tight. i don't know whether i can take a good care of another thing besides that, i mean its cool to have a company or someone you can share your story with,but... anyway, what is it about having a "in a relationship" status that is so important? you know i think sometimes, the title it self cause alot of trouble,maybe i will try to find someone i can commit with, rather than someone who just desperately want a title "in a relationship" with me .
Anyway,"why bother with love,if its never last?" just pretend this question never echoing in my mind, maybe i will believe in love again,oneday.
♥ ,i've been thinking alot about my collage, its like im starting to questioning my self, whether this is all i wanna do for my life? i mean this major i'm taking right now, do i really like it? do i enjoy it? do i even know what im doing?will it be useful latter on? I mean,i used to love it and i put whole my passion in it, but the pressure is legit high that i start to re-think everything.
♥♥ , what am i gonna do next after i finish both of my study,i graduate,then..what? do ive find a job based on my collage,or continue my dad's company? cus if its not me then who else? my brother is still in high school for the next three years and then more years for collage. i am the eldest child,i think i'll be responsible for that. you know,they're not gonna be young forever.
♥♥ ♥ , people around me started to asking me when will i be in a relationship again..they seems to worry that im being too comfortable with my own self. which is...in their opinion, a bad thing. well,to be honest,i dont know. i mean, i go out and see some guys tho,but i feel like to be in a relationship is not a good idea for me for now,i mean,i have an amazing friends and my schedule is pretty tight. i don't know whether i can take a good care of another thing besides that, i mean its cool to have a company or someone you can share your story with,but... anyway, what is it about having a "in a relationship" status that is so important? you know i think sometimes, the title it self cause alot of trouble,maybe i will try to find someone i can commit with, rather than someone who just desperately want a title "in a relationship" with me .
Anyway,"why bother with love,if its never last?" just pretend this question never echoing in my mind, maybe i will believe in love again,oneday.
last tuesday
just done with English class and decided to come here and enjoy my evening with one of my best friend J.
the place is so nice and the weather was just purrrfect!
i mean,look at that fries!!! i'm so coming back soon!
all i could ask for.
i need to go somewhere all by my self,for like a month or so,then live my life there, meet new people,new activity,i need some kinda new excitement,new adventure, i need to be away for awhile from this sick place where here its too much hypocrisy going on,being away from disgusting two-faces people,betrayer,and all of those kinda human being. You know, the thing is not just that, being surround bad environment could turn you into a bad person as well. I can tell how different my life and my self is since i moved in here again. Its been a year and half now,and i can feel like my self being crawled by hatred and anger,here in this,how they call it "metropolitan city",people act like shit,think that they're the best of all,so selfish and full of bulls,plus the insane traffic jam,the horrific crime,racism,weird government misuse position, and stuffs like that. what is happening here? I wanna go f-cking away and refresh my mind,gather my excitement,throw away this anger inside of me caused by this horrible ignorant place,and find my happiness back again. Then,when i'm ready, i will come home soon.
procrastinating
why is it so hard to write lately, like i was struggling so much this morning.typed and erased..typed and erased..i almost throw my freaking laptop away into the trash can..but i didn't do it,well cus it is my mom's. she's the one who s gonna throw me away, out of window if i decided to do that/
i have this bad bad habit lately,i constantly procrastinating my work. and i dont even have any passion to do it. like ive been working on my dress project and its half-done now worst thing is,i dont even want to continue anymore,despite the fact that want it or not,i MUST done it before the final presentation.
I hate to do the things that i dont want to and thats just me jeez..why is it so hard to deal with life sometimes??damn it.
on the other hand,i dont know why,but waking up in the morning been my issue lately. its soooo hard to open my eyes, like this morning,i snoozed my alarm for four times til i really woke up (see how i even procrastinating the time,not just my work). whatzaaap with me seriously!! argghh i think i need some kind of mood booster or..or some short of excitement in life. i cant be like this forever!
shoot ive shoulve get ready for my dance routine 15 minutes ago.... see,i just did that again!
i have this bad bad habit lately,i constantly procrastinating my work. and i dont even have any passion to do it. like ive been working on my dress project and its half-done now worst thing is,i dont even want to continue anymore,despite the fact that want it or not,i MUST done it before the final presentation.
I hate to do the things that i dont want to and thats just me jeez..why is it so hard to deal with life sometimes??damn it.
on the other hand,i dont know why,but waking up in the morning been my issue lately. its soooo hard to open my eyes, like this morning,i snoozed my alarm for four times til i really woke up (see how i even procrastinating the time,not just my work). whatzaaap with me seriously!! argghh i think i need some kind of mood booster or..or some short of excitement in life. i cant be like this forever!
shoot ive shoulve get ready for my dance routine 15 minutes ago.... see,i just did that again!
engagement party nosh
this.......
and this.........
....are gonna be on my engagement party!!.....someday.
Jessie J
......what a lovely lady
recomended song :
- who you are
- nobody's perfect
- price tag
- do it like a dude
ten
recently on repeat,
madcon- begging you.
keyshia cole- falling out
music soulchild ft MJ Blidge- if you leave
babyface- loneliness
lmfao ft lauren b- party rock anthem
neyo- lie to me
britney s-till the world ends
lick shot- missy elliot
jessie j- nobody's perfect
selena gomez- who says
some of the songs are old but i'm just so into em right now :D
talking CHRISTMAS in May. disoriented thought.
i got sick, my body is so weak right now, my nose is freaking aching and that darn soar throat decided to come by and say hi again. sigh. my activities are kinda crazy lately, going back and forth from Raffles to Wall Street to the dance routine. hell yeah its just over loaded. plus, since the middle of last month(April) alot of shitty shits has been surround me. what the hell,right?
It's May now,less than a month until the middle of year. can you believe it? i mean, it is so fast. feels like the fireworks blows in new year just happened a while ago. we've passed Chinese new year, Valentine days, my -sucky- birthday,April fools,Easter day....and in a blink of an eye,we'll be soon hit December again,my favourite month along the year! you know,i always love it when we get near Christmas time,you can feel the spirit its just different, the red and green stuffs (which happen to be my favourite colours as well) scattered everywhere. the Christmas and other holly songs reverberate on each and every stores that i come into. Cute cards, pretty presents, beautiful chrismas tree, aww what a feast! Plus, its holiday period! Double happiness.
On the other side, its also a sign of the end of the year which is pretty sad yet exciting,sad because we're gonna leave the memories behind,the age added and the more responsibilities awaits,exciting because well, new experience,new people,new life will come along as well.
okay,i should stop talking about December and such, its still sooooooooo long, we still have like 7 months to creates memories and learn lots of lessons. hahaha. im sorry, my brain is not working very well right now, ive been scrawling on my bed since morning. i can't get up its sucks.
well, i hope i'll get well soon i have so many works to catch up!
4.5.11
the reason im blogging right now is bcus im waiting for my friends to finish their dinner,and i had mine a while ago,wasting my 100.000idr for one time meal its craziness,having uni inside the mall is killing me, i mean,killing my wallet! :(( i mean, hundred thou should be enough to eat at least twice! but..thats just me,when it comes to food, i am a total sucker. i love food. and that's also the reason why diet's never work on me. SIGH.
Ok,man i wasnt being productive at all today,as you can see in my previous post,all im doing during class was browsing..browsing..and browsing. a bit of blogging, facebook-ing. and then we (my friend and i) decided to went downstairs and eat,then go back to the class 10 minutes before the bell's ring. I mean, what kind of student am i........?oh well, the lazy(est) one yes. oh come on, like i told ya in my last post (again) that i am in my lazy period, i can do nothing about it. nothing but being lazy. so,please dont judge me. i'll be right back on the track again i promise you. Till then, let me enjoy being the laziest person alive! :)
Ok,man i wasnt being productive at all today,as you can see in my previous post,all im doing during class was browsing..browsing..and browsing. a bit of blogging, facebook-ing. and then we (my friend and i) decided to went downstairs and eat,then go back to the class 10 minutes before the bell's ring. I mean, what kind of student am i........?oh well, the lazy(est) one yes. oh come on, like i told ya in my last post (again) that i am in my lazy period, i can do nothing about it. nothing but being lazy. so,please dont judge me. i'll be right back on the track again i promise you. Till then, let me enjoy being the laziest person alive! :)
Lazy Song
i'm writing this in my class period,which is unbelievably boring and...boring. what? yes two borings. arghhh darn it man its not that i dont have anything to do,vica versa i have A LOT of things to do,but i dont feel like doing any of them. its been couple of weeks!!so not me. i mean its me during my lazy period..well thats mean im in my lazy period.yes im so lazy in my lazy period.what the hell am i talkin aboutttttttttt???never mind.
ARGHHHsihfdaksdhaosihdas!@#$%^!@#
theme song of the day..no theme song of the week! :
Lazy Song-Bruno Mars.
"Today i don't feel like doing anythinggg~ i just wanna lay in my bed....."
I WANT MY BED RIGHT THIS SECOND!
ARGHHHsihfdaksdhaosihdas!@#$%^!@#
theme song of the day..no theme song of the week! :
Lazy Song-Bruno Mars.
"Today i don't feel like doing anythinggg~ i just wanna lay in my bed....."
I WANT MY BED RIGHT THIS SECOND!
2pm (warning : this is sucha waste of time and u don't have to really read it-seriously.)
some call it a bad trait,but i feel so lucky to be that kind of girl, who doesn't easily believe in words.
you,you talked rubbish,you typed bullshits,and i can't let my self believe in you before your actions talk louder than your words.
and,
at the moment when my thought being bizarre just now,i randomly open one blog with big titles "Perfect timing doesn’t exist. It’s fictional. You’ll wait forever for it. "
I hope we all learn.
p s : sorry for this crap,when i realise something that is upsets me,i just have a desire to write about it..without any intend to offense anyone..unless you read it and feels like " dang!that is so me and shit!she's right"
Abonnieren
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