talking CHRISTMAS in May. disoriented thought.

i got sick, my body is so weak right now, my nose is freaking aching and that darn soar throat decided to come by and say hi again.  sigh. my activities are kinda crazy lately, going back and forth from Raffles to Wall Street to the dance routine. hell yeah its just over loaded. plus, since the middle of last month(April) alot of shitty shits has been surround me. what the hell,right? 

It's May now,less than a month until the middle of year. can you believe it? i mean, it is so fast. feels like the fireworks blows in new year just happened a while ago. we've passed Chinese new year, Valentine days, my -sucky- birthday,April fools,Easter day....and in a blink of an eye,we'll be soon hit December again,my favourite month along the year! you know,i always love it when we get near Christmas time,you can feel the spirit its just different, the red and green stuffs (which happen to be my favourite colours as well) scattered everywhere. the Christmas and other holly songs reverberate on each and every stores that i come into. Cute cards, pretty presents, beautiful chrismas tree, aww what a feast! Plus, its holiday period! Double happiness. 
On the other side, its also a sign of the end of the year which is pretty sad yet exciting,sad because we're gonna leave the memories behind,the age added and the more responsibilities awaits,exciting because well, new experience,new people,new life will come along as well.

okay,i should stop talking about December and such, its still sooooooooo long, we still have like 7 months to creates memories and learn lots of lessons. hahaha. im sorry, my brain is not working very well right now, ive been scrawling on my bed since morning. i can't get up its sucks.

well, i hope i'll get well soon i have so many works to catch up!