i shouldve wrote this last night but then i got attacked by asphyxiate so i can hardly breath its like when i breath in my backbone was aching like hell so i decided to sleep,i was so tired anyway after a delight hang out with friends. ehmm its saturday people i woke up as i began to realized something.its about someone in my past haha someone i thought i'd never get enough with,someone who has broke my heart awww that sound so pathetic but no seriously i had never been in that situation before and that will be my last time to feel that way haha he's havin his birthday today,well six month ago as might be my broke up month,i was still thinkin to give him somethin special on his birthday and i kept thinking about that cus i might havent actually let it go but time goes on and so does my life,its weird i thought i'd never could let go but it was wrong i mean look at me now im having a good time everyday without him as "someone" in my life and i bet he's happy with his life now too,guess both of us has realized that its better for us to walk alone in our seperated way eyy i mean we're good tho i still remain him as a friend,we still talk sometimes. So i decided not to be the first person to greet him a happy birthday or prepare surprise like i did last year,tho i actualy eager to do that,but,i just want to make this birthday as his own,let him celebrate it with friends and family,just let him be happy.without me.so yeah,happy birthday to you dear..i know you'll get the best of anything!:D
with loves,me S. :))
