diary #867493

im hella hungry at this moment ugh someone please call 14045 or just send me any food please please!
laper pisan. anyways u know what im getting done being a great tumblr now im too lazzy even to open it up but i miss all the people inside cus they're being nice or at least tryin to be nice.as i figured,half of my followers are in the other side of world. clap clap clap. internet working so well huh ?yeah no im not giving up its S talking here so no,no way giving up on something ive been working on so well and anyways tumblr is a really good escapement whenever i feel like i wanna quit this mortal life,whenever i feel like everyone around me is just an iniquitous human being or whenever im detest with those backstabers and disgust by the hypocrisy. i love tumblr.
ehmmm how to describe what im feelin right now yaaa,im tired.no other best word to potray my perspective of my life,eyyy no im not gonna go back and be that girl who drinks or cuts or harm own self just to make sure she is alive and make her feel better.why are we feel better when we torture our own self?thats the question. i'm not sure im going back there vice versa im thinking of any other way to leave this vicious world with no word suicide.
god,if you let me,please take me to your arm. im sure i have no better place to run.