phoneys makes me sick

for the story of everlasting,i got nothing.for the trust that ive given is never worth anything. so i guess no matter how many times i remind my self that the word forever is a falsehood,i cant suppress the tentative beatitude.and there,again, trapped in the same delusive friendship.yet im sure that this is gonna be my other step to the phase where i wont even try to trust human so-called friends.as right now when my bastion towards that creature called man is almost on top. soon,both are gonna be my foes. man and fake bitches.
and for you poor tiny little thing,i wish you nothing but the beast best.