we're the lost kids

this feeling is weird tho.i have no perfect words to describe.but it must be a terrible one.sigh.life could be so unfair sometimes and we just need to fvcking face it.i want to accept it as my fate.But,speaking about fate,i dont really believe in it.have you heard that "we create our own fate" ? i don't know which one is true,either fate is something we create from our choice in life or fate is just..there,since we were born.
but,whenever im in the worst phase of life,i always think that God has plan, all we need to do is just pray,ask for the right way to through and resignedly.It works,most of times. 
I dont know.Im confused with life,well,most of us are.I guess we're just one of those lost kids.