paramore says "my life contains with loneliness"

that was an epic wickedness ever. ive no idea why,but my brother has changed into such an asshole.he is now a physical abuser. everytime we get fights,he started to use hands,and i cant stand him as my brother anymore.first of all,he's younger than me and he has no respect,and i hate someone who is younger than me pay no respect at all,you better eat your own shit damnit.second thang,even my parents doesnt care. that is aweful,i know. but hey?what can i do? do u expect me to begging asking for some justice? well, lemme tell you someshit..trust me,i'll get nothing. NOTHING. and ive been dealing with that since i was...six? seven maybe? so,what paramore say is true, my life contain with loneliness,no effing wonder. 
talking about stuffs. i got my holiday on my laps.but guess what? it sucks as hell yeah,my dad is sick,my brother and i probably no longer sibling,ive got nothing to do and its total suckass boredome. 
so,hows yours? is it fun?exciting?or as sucks as mine?
well,i hope you guys really enjoy the holiday.


p.s : minal aidin walfaizin. mohon maaf lahir batin bagi yg merayakan yaa :D 


xx