the hardest thing to do is saying goodbye,
but then in particular time,maybe the best way to get a better thing is to leave.
hey dear,
with this words,im gonna say for the last time,
i love you,
i think i dont need to hide it from the world anymore,i dont care if everyone will read this and says matter of contras.
its kind of shamed to let em know that i fell for a wrong person
but lets just laugh at this jokes.
i miss everything that we ever shared,
i miss memories we ever made,
but the thing i do miss the most is,
the old you.
ive done every single thing to show you how much i want to keep us alive,
i know we know that you know, but you're on ur own denial to vindicate your ego.
maybe right now you dont wanna see,but one day,you'll gonna realized.
you might think its easy for me to stay away from you,
but deep inside im dying,yes im dying to see us burnt,
tell you once again,it kills me to see our memories fade away.
i might a little bit different from every each girl youve met before,
i dont buy you things that is too expensive,but i made you everything with my own label.
i dont surprized you at 00:00 but i told whole pizza cafe that the one that i love was having a birthday.
i seems like didnt care about valentine's day last year but i sent you package of special handmade choclate and everything i made with my heart.
i said goodbyes many time but i never let you go,
i dont say "i love you" but i ignored every pain you caused and try to hold on beside you,
i might never promise you to always stay forever in your arms,but i never take a step outside the tower i made for you in my heart.
yes, i might never call you my love, but with every kiss,i showed you,you're mine.
yes, that is me.
would you kind enough to remember?
but since youve changed now,
every words comes out from you mouth,hurts my feeling,
every touch that you make, hurt my skin,
youve been always point at my wrong but you forgot to take a mirror and see what youve done,
you dont care about what's inside me,
you dont wanna know what im going trough,
you said you love me but it didnt show,
you'll be angry if theres any guy try to steal my attention,
but you dont bother to show me that you need me.
what the hell is wrong with you?
well,partner,
its okay now, i dont wanna say any blame,
i dont need any apology either,
what i need now is time to heal this hurt,
yes i still love you,
but it doesnt feels right to cry another tears for you,
you know ive waited for you
you know ive given you what you asked,
what you need,
now i have nothing at all anymore to give,
i wish you the best for your life,
ive no idea how strong i'll be to keep you far away from my mind
i know once in a time,i'll be missing you to be beside me,
i know my heart will pounds and pain will come over when i know you'll find another
but
like Nina said,
one day this tears will all run dry,
i wont have to cry,
sweet goodbye :)
so,partner,
this is the time,
lets waves goodbye,
wish me well,
i'll be seriously missing you.
goodbye? no,
see you in another chance.. :')
with bounch of love,
fillete :))
p s :
"One year ago,you were sucha romantic,gentle,nice and dependable kind of person, i had always thought that because you love me,figured out its just your curiousity " - Gravity poem.
"No more asking why cus the truth is u were never love me,its only ur obsession for having me as yours"
"Im in love with someone who actualy never exist in real life,its not who you are,you pretended to be like that because you tried to impressed me"
