I feel fresh. yes i am. karena gw habis mandi.
im not gonna start my blog by saying "hello bloggers!" or "whatsup blogies?".
that's too common, yes.
so,im gonna start with..
Shit man,
i cant belive its Friday.you know what's that mean?
i cant belive its Friday.you know what's that mean?
that's mean 2 days before my classses start again,
2 days before im gonna start suffering till i-dont--know-when,
2 days before i have no time to saying shits and share my freaking minds here as this often,
2 days before i forget how to smile,eat and sleep. *dahi pembaca mulai berkerut
2 days before die down from crowded and dissapear from hemisphere *dahi pembaca makin berkerut lagi
dan mulai bertanya
"are you going to collage or going to die?"
my answer : "almost feel the same."
ya.gw beneran males,ngebayangin sgala aktifitas gw segera stlh kampus di mulai,
gw harus siap menghadapi tugas-tugas yg diberikan oleh lecture gw yang tidak memiliki perasaan layaknya manusia,siap-siap juga mengarungi malam-malam tanpa tidur ditemani laptop hingga pagi menyapa dan mentari menari (????)
dan intinya gw tidak siap. gw masih mau malesmalesan bangun siang. gw masi mau kelayapan.
tapi ada rasa excited untuk kembali tertawa dan ngegokil breng tmn2 kampus,ngumpul di ruang melacur bersama pelacur-pelacur...wait,stop your mind over there,jgn berpikir terlalu jauh.di kosa kata gw mksdnya adalah melancarkan curhat bersama para pelaku curhat. got it?
oke telepon rumah berdering. gw males ngangkat.
30 menit kemudian..
ternyata emg telp buat gw,gw baru aja dtelpon sama ssorang yg menganggap gw begitu lucu hanya karena gw brusaha menutupi jelly dinosaurus.
(what the hell is that??)
jadi gini critanya,
kemaren gw bru aja ke puncak bersama bbrp org teman, sblom sampai di vila,kta mampir di minimarket u/ beli makanan ringan (kapas,kertas,dll),tba2 aja saat gw lagi menatap kulkas minuman,gw melihat sbungkus jelly kecil2 6 biji dengan hadiah dinosaurus2an. sekejap saja gw lgsung ingat bagaimana waktu gw kecil begitu menyukai sgala ssuatu yg berhadiah. apalagi jelly2an. terkadang g sampe merengek2 minta di belikan stiapkali gw ke supermarket sama nyokab,dan kalau ga bole,gw bsa menangis-nangis,jongkok,duduk tiduran di lantai sambil menendang2 dan berteriak -teriak "ma jelly ma jelly ma jelly ma jelly ma jelly........" sampe gw di beliin. (dari situlah sutradra pembuat iklan "ma keju ma keju ma keju" terisnpirasi).
oke back to story,jadi gw diam2 mengambil jelly tersebut dan berpikir untuk lgsung k kasir tanpa di ketahui teman2 gw tersebut,karena gw tau mereka hanya akan menertawakan dan mengejek manusia tak berdaya ini. tapi baru aja gw nutup kulkas,salah seorang dari mereka,datang,dan dengan reflek gw ngumpetin di blakang badan gw,sayangnya dia sadar ada yg tidak beres. dan dia maksa2 gw untuk menunjukan apa yg tersembunyi di blakang badan gw dan...oke,there it is..
okkyjelly berhadiah dinosaurus kuning.
dan selebihnya,anda bisa menebak bagaimana reaksi teman saya tersebut.
inilah dia. yg membuat saya di cemooh masa.
.badan nya begitu bersinar.
sekian dulu.karena gw dipaksa membereskan kamar yg gw tinggal brantakan sblom brangkat k puncak.
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* my trip to puncak was ah-mazing.it was a short vacation but we had lotsa fun.thanks to everyone who's involved on the trip. :)) (gonna write about this in my next blog)
* seperti yg orang2 tau dari twitter gw @marisawijaya dan @fillete90,gw sangat merindukan laptop gw dan ga sabar untuk ngeblog waktu di puncak,but when i reached home n got my laptop infront of me,my mind blew my ideas away. sigh.. why oh why??!@#$%^
* 2 hari menuju kesibukan kampus yg luar biasa,gw berharap bisa ngabisin sisa-sisa liburan gw dengan org-org yg gw sayang dan bersenang-senang.
*tons of thanks to my number one cousin for making my blog looks more interesting.yes,she did the display. :)
please visit her blog http://hearathing.blogspot.com/
*i have this thinking about absurd thing called LOVE and i can't wait to share my thought,the only problem is,imma words sucker when it comes to that abstractical issue,so please be patient,let me bulk my courage up and then i will let it written.
(picture : puncak,january7th.2010)
poem :
Hope
When all about you is black with gloom,
And all you feel is pending doom.
When your bones are racked with grim despair -
When every breath is a gasp for air.
Keep on going, though you need to grope,
For around the bend is a ray of hope.
A ray of hope is perhaps all that's left,
As your will to live has been bereft.
You've lost it all, it's just no use!
You can end it all, you need no excuse.
But throw away that piece of rope,
And give yourself a chance of hope.
Just give yourself another day,
Brushing aside what your thoughts may say.
This is your life and you can make a new start,
By ignoring the brain - just follow the heart.
Taking baby steps in order to cope,
And minute by minute you'll build on your hope.
Build on your hope,. one day at a time,
Though the road be steep and hard to climb.
The hurts of the past - they should be dead.
The fears of the future are all in your head.
Just live in the present and refuse to mope
Your life will sparkle for you're living in hope.
lets hope all the best for us!
cheers!
